Both of them said "I'm so disappointed." Oh well, it's a cruel world.

To the boyfriend who is spending most of his time with his friends, please know your boundaries. Trust and respect has to be earned. We have been through that load of shit before and I'd be stupid to go through it once more.

Really stupid. I have no time, no wish to play in that darn game.

Love or Loved. Have or Had.

Managed to drag myself out of bed on a Sunday to make it for lunch.


Treated my family to an ala carte buffet.


I love their fish!!! Kind of demanded my mum to remember how it taste like and try to cook the same dish at home.


Ice cream for desserts. Rum and Raisins and Belgian Chocolate.

I paid for everything. It feels good to be able to do that.

I will update when i have the time. Been through an emotion roller coaster and sick at the same time.

There are good news and bad news to share.

Loads of things going through my head.

Totally in love with the big fur fellow!

Went for a Aromatherapy massage this evening. It's the first time i had a boobs massage.

It feels terribly funny and awkward.

Ticklish at the same time.

I must be out of my mind to strip in front of a stranger.

Sometimes, i just feel like sitting in a corner and cry my heart out. I feel really lonely even though i'm surrounded by friends, family, colleagues blah blah blah. I'm alone in this war, called LIFE. I'm battling it, hard.

What my purpose in life? I know that the ultimate result in this war is death, but how will my journey be to the end?

Can someone lend me a shoulder to cry on? I don't know what i am doing anymore.

Lonely.

I only and always pray when i meet with some setbacks. Once i have overcome that obstacle, i tend to forget the journey before that; the agony that i had experienced. I kind of forgotten that i have to return the blessing.

The agony is hitting hard on me now.

Karma.

Met BB and Joy for lunch today. BB just came back from Thailand yesterday and shared a few stories with us. He was there for training with the army and managed to travel around Thailand for a few days. As we know, Thailand is known for their clubbing scenes and BB got drunk during one of the nights. That fellow did something really funny after he got drunk. He walked in the middle of the road where there are cars passing by. He stood there and ***, while swaying left and right. (Use your imagination)

There are also stories of how he resisted temptation, haha. Apart from these, there are also disturbing stories which i don't think i can share here. In short, some people (definitely not BB) tend to behave differently when they are overseas.

Kind of fallen sick after having all the fried stuff for lunch. Wasn't feeling well the night before. Went to Tanjong Rhu on Saturday night and i was hiding in the car most of the time while Gaston and the rest were chilling. The breeze by the river was freezing. The place is a good place to walk dog though. A huge open space.

Anyway, someone is pissing me off lately even though it doesn't concern me. If you are not open-minded, keep your mouth shut. When you are presented with several paths, it is not necessary to take the straight path in front of you. There are other choices. I kept quiet because i didn't want to get involved.

I've just got to know that TGIF is in Singapore. It's located at Heeren, where Balcony used to be. The food is so-so and i think they are overpriced. Their signature Potato Skin tasted like the food i bought from pasar malam and their Jack Daniel's dishes are not that fantastic. In short, TGIF's food is overated but their service is one of the best i had. They are very attentive and we were given an additional plate of ribs because the orders were messed up.

We had 2 waiters to serve us, the manager came personally to introduce himself and halfway through the dinner, he introduced the chef who made our ribs.

This only happens in fine dining.

Anyway, no photos of what we had because i dropped my phone (as usual) and my phone went berserk. The only photo i had is a picture of the menu. I've got to put my phone in a bubble wrap soon.

We went to Domino's Pizza for dinner today. Had a set meal which consists of a large pizza (8 slices), one breadstick and 4 pieces of chicken wings. I think the both of us were incredibly hungry. We managed to finish 6 slices of pizza, half a breakstick and 3 pieces of chicken wings.

I still prefer the food from Pizzahut though. Especially their sweet and spicy drumlets. However, in terms of service standard, Domino's rules totally. The manager spent almost 5 minutes recommending the nice food in store and didn't grumble when i changed my order.

Go try the new store in town. It's at Kovan, about 200m away from the mrt station.

Dragged the big fellow for a hair-cut. The voucher that Yanru give me came in handy for the haircut.


I think he looks smarter now with short hair.


This is how i look at 2am in the morning. Cranky. Credits to Kerr.

A farewell for Leslie.

The most embarassing dinner i had. We had Waraku at East Coast and I decided to visit the washroom after dinner. The toilet at East Coast's branch is located outside the restaurant, so i had leave the restaurant and take the pathway leading to the washroom. On my way back to Waraku, i came across 2 doors. One with a sign that states "Waraku" and the other with a "no-entry" sign. I saw the "no-entry" sign but i still tried to open the door. The door didn't budge when i first tried to push it open. As usual, i started to panic, thinking that there was no way out for me. So Yours Truly, pushed and kicked the door open.

I saw 2 half naked ah-nehs staring at me.

-__________-"

If only i had the ability to teleport straight away.

Torn in between. It's seriously affecting my work. Pretending that nothing is wrong is just a stupid futile attempt. When i tried to find some peace by blocking out everything else, i could hear my anxious loud breathing. Emotions are running high, far too high for me.

It's coming to mid-March, should i or should i not? I don't want look back at the end of 2010 and go what the heck have i done. Time is running out.