I've always feel that what's running through my mind for the first half an hour after waking up is what my heart is asking me to do. It's void of emotions, just rational thinking. However, I tend to push those thoughts aside and delude myself until the very moment my head touches the pillow. I try all means and ways to justify the reasons for not following my heart.
Right now, I can't come up with any more justifications. I just can't help feeling neglected.
He's just not that into me.
Fullstop or comma? That had me thinking for the whole day.
Signing off. VeE