It's official. We have broken up. I'm going to retreat to a corner and be sad for a little while. I have always wonder how much i mean to you. What will you do to make me stay. You didn't try much.

Girls are jealous by nature. A sms to that bitch saying "love u" is enough to kill me. What would you feel if i have texted another guy the same thing and say that it's all just a joke at the end of the day? The frequency that the two of you contacted each other through phone is much more than what we do. Evident from the phone records. What on earth are the two of you talking at wee hours? No wonder i feel neglected.

And which decent girl will be out with guys until 3 or 4am in the morning? A total bitch. It takes two hands to clap. There must be something going on if the two of you are playing along. Or perhaps thick make up and fake eyelashes looks more appealing to you. I won't degrade myself to all these just to get your attention.

I've been loyal and faithful to you. Just in case if you are wondering, there are guys after me and i didn't succumb to the temptation even though i was neglected by you. Why do you have to do that to me? I can't tolerate the fact that you are flirting with another girl even though you are in a relationship with me.

It's just a joke that you messaged her in the night saying that you love her? What the fuck. You swear that you don't feel a thing for her? And what's the point of sending her a message that "my gf says that you are the type of girls i like". The truth is i didn't message you. I told you straight in the face like 2 week ago. It's a pre-empt not to get too close to her because you have a history. And this fucking "love u" thing happened today.

Gaston, what am i to you? Some doll that doesn't have a brain? You didn't even do much to keep me.

Maybe that's something good.

You are free to do what you want. I'm too old for such things. And i'm old enough to make some decisions by myself.

You are free.