I'm learning to let go slowly. All these years I've held on to it close to my heart.
Yes, I love you.
So much that it has made me a possessive bitch. I'm so afraid that I will lose you again. So afraid that sometimes I would dream of you leaving me, waking up crying.
It's horrible being like that. Anything from you which disappoints me will leave me devastated. Literally.
It's hard when I feel that I'm giving more than you do.
I don't want to be this bitch.
It scares me to see myself like that.
Signing off. VeE